Way to Go, Dude!

How the hell should I deal with the part which is NOT my favorite? Should I erase them? Burn them? But then the whole thing will be incomplete. Like a strand of chain, they are connected to each other. Missing links will change the exact length the way it is meant to be.

I’m never good with living side by side with flaws. Perfection is my ultimate goal. At a certain point, perhaps that’s actually not a bad thing. Indeed. But, it’s one hell of a discouragement. With perfection in mind, it feels terrifying even just to try. Believing that things will end up not as expected. Imagining all the worst scenarios as if they really are happening already, while actually they might not. They could happen. But they could not happen as well, know what I mean? Chances are 50-50. So why pretend as if one of them is absolute.

I love when people are being encouraging. I love positivity. This means I must really try a different approach. Nobody expects to lose, or fall, or be wrong. But shit happens no matter what. And since people are entitled to their opinion, whatever you do, you just can’t control how or what they think about you. So what’s the point of avoiding it, especially if it keeps you from going forward.

Well I know what it feels like to ignore people, or to think less of them as if they are nothing. Truth is, I don't feel anything. And I don’t get anywhere either. Just stuck there with my own deceiving perception, while those people might have achieved something worth a treasure.

Anyway, I’m so grateful for having friends who give out that positive vibes. May your kindness be returned to you ten folds.

And if being flawless is your goal, that’s just awesome. But remember, there is darkness before the light. There is rain before the rainbow. If you skip the darkness and the rain, I doubt you’ll get to the light and the rainbow.